Woosa
To me folk are walking curiosities. No one is exactly what they appear to be. There is more to the layering. Just as I figure folk, they figure me. This at times keeps me at bay or arms length from folk _that way there is mystery and opportunity to hone in on my intuitive and instinctual skills. The short side of that is there isn’t an authentic personal connection. More so connect with a disconnect feature; rather superficial though I am not superficial to say the least; it is simply a force field against the ripples of negative energy that pulsate in waves from others. I personally connect with whom I please. An authentic connection is the way to go but this is after careful consideration. So why the hesitation? Why the slow-to-warm approach? It is apart who I am; embedded in my history present and my unconscious mind now made woke because I am aware that I have the tendency to do this. I am not saying that makes me smarter. It dam sure does not make me dumb. I say cautious.
My thinking is linked to a greater source and sometimes it’s frequencies are rippled because of distractions; life. Seeking further understanding of Self is the logical thing to do since I live with me 24 hours 365. I desire to know who I am through my own eyes and to be unafraid of that that I may attract the loveliest of flowers and that my man finds me, holds me down sweetly and never let me go on the premise that I am his true love and he is mine and that we both have been fully inoculated against promiscuity. Fancying that has been a dream of minds ever since I was a child so it is intense and imperative for me.
Teaching what I know to hungry folk of famished miraculous minds is a like as well. I see myself doing great things. Nothing less than that. Got started late in the game as far as implementing but has been in the school of life for quite sometime. I will not allow that to be a hindrance! Fck that! I’ve survived worst! I’ll survive this! I may have to take this journey alone for a time. If that is what it is then I accept it; but I am going forward!
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