Trust

Trust.I have a situation that is a distraction in my present moment. It is a ripple that fluctuates periodically (arthritis like). I resolve to ask others who judgment I respect about the ripple. Thus far, I have received information that is helpful and not so helpful, but “relief” has come because I am not left alone in my synopsis. ______________

My question is, “How do you forgive folk who have hurt you?!” (folk who you love) “How do you do it?” I know life dictates progression and all that jazz but what if one remains with the inflictor? It would appear that once a clean cut relationship has a laceration, the blood stain remains.

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The memory erasing scenario in, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind is a cerebral fantasy morsel that I would not mind partaking in except the downside is, “no lesson is learned” because the mind purges and I cannot remember what or who the inflictor is! ________________________

Zora Neale Hurston writes, “Now women forget all those things they don’t want to remember, and remember everything they want to forget.” What a statement! Time is spent trying to forget but as memory serves, one cannot! Hurston ends it … “the dream is the truth then they (women) act accordingly.” _____________________

At present I am actively seeking solace and resolution for my betterment so I can teach others. Heartache is a serious matter in this world today and it needs a Band-Aid (anti-bacterial included). Gotta be a solider!

Sade (Solider of Love)

I've lost the use of my heart but I'm still alive/ still looking for the life The endless pool on the other side/ [It's a wild wild west] I'm doing my best/ I'm at the borderline of my faith, I'm at the hinterland of my devotion In the frontline of this battle of mine/ but I'm still alive! I'm a soldier of love! Every day and night I'm soldier of love! All the days of my life I've been torn up inside (oh!) I've been left behind (oh!) So I ride

I have the will to survive [In the wild wild west] Trying my hardest Doing my best To stay alive I am love's soldier! I wait for the sound (oooh oohhh)

I know that love will come (that love will come) Turn it all around! I'm a soldier of love (soldier of love!) Every day and night I'm a soldier of love! All the days of my life I am lost but I don't doubt (oh!) So I ride I have the will to survive [In the wild wild west] Trying my hardest Doing my best To stay alive I am love's soldier! I wait for the sound I know that love will come I know that love will come Turn it all around! I'm a soldier of love! I'm a soldier! Still waiting for love to come Turn it all around (repeat 4x) I'm a soldier of love! I'm a soldier! Still waiting for love to come Turn it all around (repeat 4x) Still waiting for love to come!

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Refrences: Hurston, Z. (1998). Their Eyes Were Watching God. New York, NY: Harper Perennial.