Death. It has been on my mind as of late. So, I need to talk about it. Surely, THE one appointment NO one will MISS.

It is in inevitable. Resistance is futile.

Do I think about my death? Yes, I do. That is when I consider my life, present moment. I think on where I am and where I want to go, what I want to do, need to do.

I consider my daughter. Her life, growth, her World. I consider friends and family..lover.

even strangers or folk that I see frequently in passing.

I imagine this world without Me in it. My spirit, my soul, my mind, my face, smell, look, smile, frown, words, aura and my thinking.

I'm not ready to die. I've told God that. I want to live and not die, once. This is my chance. I can choose to be alive and still be dead on this earth. Why should I? That sucks eagle's ball's!

I am purpose. We all are.

I've surmised I will have left behind all that I am bringing joy to someones heart and life.

Yes, I am a little spooked but I am not afraid of death at it's appointed time.

This thinking has brought about a _ "quest" of sorts for me. I am stepping out and beyond where I would not normally_ tread. It is brand spankin' new, however, I am "game." I am Open_Wide, so to speak.

spooked at times.

willing though.

Hence, I am vigilant to keep foolishness out of my realm..WAR!

Me:

(giving straight eye contact. heart in it, pointing to self)

"don't f'ck me! not me."

Seriously, I'm on a quest. Be easy on a sista. All I want to do is "BE."

"if you ain't UP, that's cool too. Peace."

(listen to the sound of my heels as I slowly walk away).

Live. Don't live.

to each his own.

Erase penciled legends from my map. Sharpie folk only. Folk with staying power cuz I'm mad.. sanely so!"

Death is not the end. It is the beginning of eternity. Life on a much higher realm,

which I am presently 34% percent..not counting the scars.

I'm being modest.

Thus, I pray evil be made transparent to these ey3s. Truth prevail despite it's sword.

Above all.. Peace abide in abundance! What's life without peace? death without peace?

life is to to be lived."DO."

I say, "Love abide in the hearts of man instead of lust, the temporary feel good with a font size1, disclosure.. if there must be death before the appointed time, let it be death to our destructive selves..and live on til' that appointed time.. Fearlessly."